"Missing Mode" or Anti-social?

There is something about the loud silence in the air, the eerie lonely last night though I could hear whirring of vehicle, occasionally...I was on "missing mode". I missed everyone and everything...I missed my family-my mummy, my papa, my da jie, my er jie....I missed my friends in Malaysia, US, Australia, Singapore,
New Zealand...I missed my good old days in school...I missed my favourite food "Penang Laksa"...I missed my holidays in UK...and not to be left unmentioned...I missed my bro-in-law too!


"Kriing, kriing, kriing...I somehow turned a deaf ear to phone calls-something which I normally would pay attention to. I just felt so lonely yet so sweet to be locked up alone in my small, cosy room, enjoying a good book and ignoring the outside world...It has been ages since I last read a book (not textbook, of course)...no time? Nah, lame excuse with a capital 'L'! Not long before I actually realised..I dozed off...and woke up this morning feeling fresh and all those weird feelings were gone! Thanks Eng Hwa for your morning call from Iowa! Sometimes I just wish I could turn back time and that would definitely make a difference...